Lyrics: Demo Sessions Volume 1
I’m Not Down, Unless You’re Fully Down
Open up your eyes, yea it’s me but I won’t be holding you tonight. Though this room may look familiar these intentions that I have, have never been so clear. I’ve never lied to you before so I cannot understand why you’d beg me for a second chance, so rest now my dear cause I’ve got more than just time to kill tonight. This will still be real if you wake up. Plastic sheets will keep this room clean, my clothes will burn with you.
These are your final moments with no hopes for escape. Well I wonder if by now anyone could recognize you face? Your struggle it makes me wish that this could last forever, your bruises they tell the stories the stations will air, by the time the sun will rise. I’ve never lied to you before so I cannot understand why you’d beg me for a second chance. Gasp for air. I’ve got more than just time to kill tonight. This ones for you and your grieving family. For the pictures that I sent them. Now let’s cauterize those wounds and we’ll do it all again. So I’ll savor every twist of this knife that I can. This cannot last forever, our final one night stand. This is gonna hurt like hell. I wanna see you struggle cause it makes me wish that this could last forever. These red hands they tell the stories of this night.
Funeral Starts With Fun
It’s times like these we can’t forget. With every mask you’ve dawned. I adored you so much more. Until the day you took it off. And I saw what’s inside. When your idols fall to hell I hope you’ll be there to catch them. You didn’t even try to make it up you gave me three final words and that was all I got. You didn’t even try and make amends you shot me one final glance and I was left alone. You said the timing was off, but I don’t think it would work anyway. Cause the structure was soon to fall when I saw what’s inside. I’ve wasted too much time pretending this was love. When everything’s just out of reach stop cutting off your hands. I can’t carry this casket alone. I hope you funeral will be as empty as the words you led me to believe. If this loneliness or my libido shall draw me back to you I won’t come crawling. I’ve been through this once never to repeat you’re not so beautiful or to die for.
No Applause
My hero he tells me we need this. He tells me this is for the best. I’ve been led but not like this before. Shall I stay and follow his plan to dived and conquer. We expand but what for? A closed mind? This flag? I want this flag to burn like my hero’s enemies have. I want a new hero
Throwing Wrenches In The Gears
Your severed avenges have left you open and defenseless. But what’s the worry my dear you’ll be by me forever. Wouldn’t it be beautiful if I could stop this memory before it begins? I’ve painted a picture I’d rather erase, but I must give it to you. I broke an angel’s wings tonight. Now I must watch her wither in her pain. She was trying to carry me afar. But the weight of my sins was to much for her to bear. You said you saved the best for last. This time you can’t call it a mistake. You’ve put an end to it all, the best things in life you ever had and I’m so envious. If you follow through she’ll follow suit with dealt. She’ll follow.
